When come to my friends having problems,I can always advise them be it good or bad things.But when problems landed on me,why am I so difficult to face it?
I do not know if this is a good thing or a bad thing?But I have to admit,yes my heart feels empty and no one knows.It kind of hurt me alot when my sis kept saying about her fiancee and my mum kept talking about her son in law to be.I was even telling my mum that no worries I am ok with them talking about my sis fiancee(BM) but I can’t deny myself that I felt hurt with it whenever I faced them…hiazz…
At times,I just wonder if I will be able to have my happiness…?when?With who?Wondering why when I like that someone,it’s either the guy already attached,married or he not interested or even worst when my love was poured all to him,but was being hurt.Why when I being honest,but I was cheated.And yes,I am talking about MC here.
I met MC’s sister on Tuesday night at Giant.We talked for awhile.Although MC is closed to his sister,he did not tell her sister why he cheated on me.He only told her that “Lina is not meant for me.” WTF??? Then what are we doing for the 2 stupid years?You did not even explained to me why you do that but you just give that simple answer?What are you trying to prove?Well,I know…I may not have the looks that you wanted ,the body that you wanted and that is why you have never put our photos over the net.Giving the fact,you are embarrased to even show me to your friends?It’s ok,I know and I jolly well know that you are such a bastard idiot who do not entitiled to be in my heart!And I really regret knowing and get along with you and yes that is the fact!!!
God is Great and He know what is the best for me.
Insya’allah….
Overall,I redha dan pasrah…
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insyaa’llah babe